please, don't forget.

i know we went to different places, and now we have different lives, but don't forget about us. i can still remember the day we met ourselves, i was painting a big thing and you said ' swear that you'll paint all of it ? ' and i said ' yes ' and then we came more and more addicted to each other. i can't forget the day you said to me that you broke up with your girlfriend hahaha, i think was the happiest moment i have ever had with you. you needed to prove it to me hahaha, how didnt i kiss you at this moment? i feel so stupid now. and as you said it to me, seems to be that you broke up with her because you love/d me. and then you started to go out with her again. what did i do wrong? i just cried about it. what could i do? kill her? by the truth, it was what i wanted to do. and when i knew your girlfriend was pregnant, i just couldnt believe. why? why not me? but now i know, wasnt to be. but i still want to see you again, to make my heart beat faster, i NEED it. please, come back to see me. i just wanted to hugh you and say many things i should've said before. please, i just need it. just need this time, and i just hope to you to say ' i dind't forget about us and i will never forget '. am i wanting too much?